How in the world would i be able to explain my love for my dumpling. Its unexplainable. Basically. Point blank. My life has changed in so many ways since him. He brightens my day. He makes me smile. He makes me laugh.He makes me happy with who i am.He knows me sooo well its ridiculous.I really dont know what my life would be without him. How could i not love him? He is sooo lovable. He is sweeet and kind and caring and patient and understanding and open minded and funny.. He makes it soo easy to talk to him about anything. Dont get me wrong. He has his flaws but thats what i love about him. He is perfectly imperfect. I love his smile. His voice. The way he looks :). His heart. His mind. Basically everything. Im not even going to lie from the beginning i was frontin. When the feeling started i just said it was a crush. But this is nooo crush. I love Andre Aiken. And thats a fact. He has my heart and no one else can ever take that away. I love being with him and loook forward to everyday we spend together.

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everyday i realize how much he means to me.. its killing me not being able to see the person whose responsible for the numerous smiles on my face each day. today realli sucked not being able to see him. but hey like the say absence makes the heart grow fonder. i think. it was something like that. still dont reassure me. i misss him sooo much. i swear last night and today i was sooo close to losing my mind. Feel i made so much sacrifices nd yet i still get punished. like whats the point of being good when at the end of the day i get treated like im bad. really i have nothing to lose. ( shaking my head). cant wait till i finally am able to see him. what scares me though is that i wont see him till school starts. like i kno our relationship can handle that but still thats a lot of strain. havent seen him alllll summmmer. siiigh. i miss my hubby

Smh.. Husband got me waking up at 10 in the morning. Well for most thats late. Though compared to my usual 2 o clock wake up time this is earliii. Anyways lets update on the past few days. The husband made me a song. Yay me! lol. It was sooo sweet i loved the song. Though mostly i love the thought that was put into it. He made me a song without me pressuring him. He just told me one day that he is making me one. Anyways that was sooo sweeet. It made me feel loved. Well ima post later on. Type tired goin back in the bed. On the fone with the husband.

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Its 5 in the morning and im in love. Theres no doubt about it. Being with him makes me feel like im floating in the air. Im so high that nothing can bring me down. Always fell for boys. Never like this though. With him I fell and just cant get back up. Thing is though i dont want to get back up. Its amazing how being in love could alter how you feel about things. They said being in love male you do crazy things. Well never knew what it meant till now. Smh. Do you know how much morals i compromised for him? Though the thing is that i wouldnt have it any other way. I wouldnt change anything about our past. The sacrifices and events each went through help make us into what we are. Like Im basically sprung. If you look sprung up in the dictionary there would be a picture of me. Yea i know corny. Not really big on being the ha ha funny. Was never my thing. Mostly was the corny type. Anyways back to what im saying. I write him long messages every night declaring my love for him. Doesnt that sound like the ultimate stalker? Shoot i feel like one. But he said he loves them and that they make him smile and he looks forward to them when he wakes up. So who am i to disappoint? lol. anyways. long story short. Im in love with Andre Aiken.